dear love of my life,
for you i will be a life long lover
we don't need to understand what that means
however
it's hard out here
these days
(10/09/24 - 07:12am)
the city starts to smell like winter
(10/09/24 - 09:25am)
furniture never listens
while language is a performance
a need
a choice
a game
(something got lost here)
(10/10/24 - 01:38pm)
i want to do laundry
but i only talk to you when i need something
so
laundry
(10/10/24 - 03:02pm)
how do poets write
so many poems
my poems get decimated in the dishes
the laundry
my sister is having another
crisis the bed has to be made
(10/11/24 - 03:34am)
a check
check, check
(10/12/24 - 04:21am)
contains now 30
good
minutes
(10/13/24 - 10:16am)
(10/14/24 - 02:03am)
there is something
odd about
this
it's like table striptease
(10/14/24 - 02:58am)
i prepare for you
for november
with a playlist, a sofa, carpet, lamp
(10/14/24 - 03:35am)
one porn is saved in dropbox
first 30 min
https://we.tl/t-azCN4FcXVD
(10/15/24 - 03:02am)
i wrote
because not even within me
i can distinguish what's her naturell
(10/16/24 - 03:42pm)
while searching for beckett poems
(10/16/24 - 03:58pm)
sound in the metal box of belas artes
visited the professor as a daughter of steyerl and jankowski
and had some thoughts
(10/17/24 - 12:43pm)
what if there is just a book
with not more than things of others
(11/10/24)
had thought about buying another peacock,
what do we think of this?
(11/21/24)
asked chat gbt
(12/15/24)
before the russian left, she talked about the internet
just so now it is a cable
morse code matryoshka
(12/25/24)
I couldn't different than collecting
because there have been just so few words
letters for connection
so to say
(01/16/25)
question I carry:
do I really love the alter ego?
and what if I would need to give a name
(01/19/25)
the ladies court is something I highly appreciate
even though the catalog isn't properly represented
it's time that the russian comes back ---
(01/21/25)
deleted my song for it
so stupid
(01/22/25)
how many alter egos has an alter ego actually?
(01/25/25 at 06:22an)
well days are passing and the world is just getting worse
hypernormalization at its finest
(02/01/25)
so there is like pro and con with flipping out
pro: its flipping out
con: its flipping out
(02/11/25)
it's sometimes unbearable to be in the same room as the world
while I was runned by the sensation I was supposed to die.
(02/14/25)
according to what is written there from yesterday I report that it is extraordinary strange to wake up when there was this certain level of logic
BUT I did. universe didn't take me.
(02/15/25)
writing starts to make no fun anymore so I bought a typewriter
now it is fun again
(02/26/25)
the witch an me moved together
we have now a bathtub and a castle
a better castle than the big one before, because this one is even more big
I start to be a maximalist, but in the room with balcony I live in is not more than the bed and the lamp.
(03/08/25)
there is a bird living with me in the studio
(03/15/25)
dolly blockbuster decided to get an analog cooperative job, a real 9-5 experience, but only at home and only with the typewriter.
just little to some weeks to play theater for the so far good new air
(03/17/25)
have been out on a dinner but with no dinner food and only occupying my time.
I need start applying for real things, which is something good to do from 9-5.
(03/22/25)